Its been too long...

It has been way too long since I have posted! I am busy, but not too busy, we have lives. I don't really know where to start, but recently, Casey and I went down to Lee to visit Jeremiah! It was amazing! I miss him so very badly, and all of his friends are great! Casey will be calling Lee her home in the future so that's just another reason to love it! The drive home was terrible, not because of the drive, just because that we knew we were heading back to, snow, cold, life, and no Jeremiah! But we both made some very good friends and cannot wait for our next trip down!

School is awesome! I absolutely love what I am doing! It challenges me everyday and my hair and nails looks good at the same time, so why would I not like it! haha, lol! Also, I go an 119% on my latest final exam at TIGI, Praise God! Yes, I got the bonus questions!

Speaking of praising God, lately, It really the only thing that makes me feel better. There is just nothing like praising God, jumping around, being undignified and feel completely fulfilled! Ill tell you what, charismatic is where it at y'all! Also, being in the face of the secular world all day everyday is trying, but, praising God, it is honestly the only thing that has kept me sane! LOL!

Sigh.

lately my life has been so crazy, but that doesnt mean much because it seems that no matter my situation or level of business, I dont even compare to the rest of the world, which I must say, amazes me!

im going to Toni & Guy which a hair dressing school in Erie. I love it! I love hat i'm doing and the people I am surrounded by, which I have found out that if i dont have those two things, I am not only unhappy but fial misserably. I also feel like God has opened and closed many doors to get me to where i am right now and that is scary and amzing to me. I hate that no matter how sure you think you are about God's will there is always something more or a curve ball that come from no where! That is where I am right now, for now. We will see what happened in this next year, I feel like 2009 is going to be a huge year for me!

Snow, Snow, Snow!

Oh my word, there is just so much snow! The hot tub in my back year has disappeared and our drive is has become narrowed due to the overwhelming snow piling up! Also, tonight Shevel and I went to Ohio to pick up my new car, :) , it took us about two hours to get there then about three and a half to get home, lets just say, when we left it wasn't snowing! So anyways, I am now the owner of a 2002 Silver Ford Taurus!

Jeremiah is coming home for Thanksgiving, He will be home really late Monday night!!! YAY! Oh m it has been over three months since I have seen him, its about time he proves he a real person instead of a voice on the phone!I also start school back up December 2nd. I excited but a little upset I have to wake up in the morning now! but thats all that going on here up in this winter wonderland so far this week!

NEW!

They re are so many new things going on right now! I went to a new position in Wilmar, I work in infants, and I like it so much better than the front end and what I use to do. Also I have made a new discovery, I can fit/wear kids clothes size large, which is so cool, because over the summer I had gained some weight, and over the past month I lost it all plus some so I am very happy about this new discovery!

Also, tonight I went to a bible study and we were just chit-chatting and went off on a different subject than intended and i was very thought provoking. We were talking about why bad things happen to good people. Now the bible does say that all of sinned and fallen short of the glory of God; it also says, that none of us are 'good', not one. So isn't it much easier to look at that question (why do bad things happen good people?)if we ask, why do bad things happen to bad people? Also someone had asked hte question, what if someone dies at a young age, is that a test from God or a punishment? And the Scripture Hebrews 9:27 " Just as man is destined to die once, and after that to face judgement." I believe that scripture doesn't mean that anyone has a "time", or a "specific time" to die, I believe that that verse is just stating that all men will die, you cant avoid it! So, if you go and get drunk, then get behind the wheel, you are making a choice that you are responsible for, so if you die because you were driving drunk, you have to be responsible for that choice. It "wasn't your time", don't blame God for your sin, essentially. Please give me your thought on this one.

College...

I hate college. I know it will be over soon, I think that is the only reason that I am still hangin in there. Anatomy and physiology is very difficuly. The lab that goes with is ok, i do well in there, but this anatomy is kicking my butt. I am also taking statistics which is easy, I am aslo taking Contemporary Social Problems which gives an economic, political and social view on all sociology. I love that class!! And because im talking about it, i just remembered i do have homeowrk due for that class tomorrow. Anywho, I have also had the flu this week, ew. but its ok Im feeling better.

eh

So im not gunna lie, im stressed. My advise to the world, dont go to school for nursing it makes you fat and stressed, which i thinking are going hand and hand...LOL! It has also been raining here for about 3 days straight, ew. and I did get a new hair cut that i do actually like. I usually hate my hair, so this a nice change. Also Jeremiah has been sick for a few days, but he is getting better, praise god. And I puked in anantomy class the other day and got sent home, and its safe to say my car has seen better days. My car has dies, praise god...LOL! I have needed a new one for awhile now and now I dont feel guilty about getting one, ince dont really have one. Also, i burn a hole in my couch down stairs with my hair strightner, so lately im batting 1000. Oh, and my Ststs. teacher i think does drugs. To day in class a girl asked him if he could go over the homework and he said he had no idea what the answers are, then we reviewed and the class correctrf 4 out of 5 problems he did on teh baord, so someone please tell me why he is teaching college stats?? Ok its late and i turned into a pumpkin when my reason for wearing make up moved to Tn. Night!

long time coming

Well for the ones of you reading this blog youre in for a treat...
This is long time coming.....
Im just saying, if it seems like im avoiding you, I probably am! Some people just annoy me. I try yo be kind and polite and whatever else, but they continue to be controling, ignorant and self-centered. For once I would like someone to to be a real, normal person, with problems and aches and pain not a fronted perfect little person. Is that seriously too much to ask? I have found out lately that striving for approval and accemptance only makes me want to be angry. Obviously im am struggling with bitterness right now. Sue me.